I have no reasons.

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People do this or that things because of some reasons. My friend has a big crush for a guy for a reason; “He always remember the details, and I love it!”. Another friend resigned from her work because she wants to be a housewife. Another friend decided to propose his ex-girlfriend because he said he falling in love since the girl painted him in a canvas of love. A too dramatic reason, but it his own reason, what could I say? Everyone get their owns reason. No matter it good or bad.

So do I. I resigned from my work because of these reasons: I had the worst GPA ever since I did work, I’ve to prepare my skripshit, the office’s stuffs, and a personal reason. I am choosing the Britney thing on my skripshit because I think I should have a bid of ‘fun stuff’ on that heavy-damn-job, to make some colors on it. I’ve decided to wore the short not the skirt yesterday because I’ve inspired by Woori. Yea, did you see that? Every single thing that we’ve done has reasons.

I’ve found that sometimes, well not sometimes, rarely, we having no reasons for things that we’ve done or happened in our life. I’ve been falling in love with a guy. I really don’t know why-oh-why I could fall in love with him. Okay he’s fun to be with, but hey, some friends could do that. His physic? Duh, I don’t care about the physical things. His “I don’t care to anything-attitude”? Haha, it might be, but I don’t think so. His musicality? Yes a bid of, but doesn’t enough to be a reason. The way he talks? The way he makes a joke? The way he moves? The answer: No, no, and no! Then I stopped looking for the reasons. I don’t really need it. So if he changes to someone who doesn’t have my–reason-to-be-in-love, then my feeling won’t change. Is it makes a sense? :)